Paula Rossman

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Tiptoeing to the Edge of an Equinox.

My first NYC summer into autumn.Days still warm...but a slight chill in the breeze. Humidity lifting, as darkness falls. Colors appearing on the edges of leaves...The parks were filled with people - soaking up the warmth and bright...yet, I could clearly feel an anticipation in the air of the coming change of season.I feel a change in me, as well. It has, I think, pretty obviously, been going on for some time - predicated by my decision to pack up and move to NYC, a year ago, last June. But it feels like the vortex has been spinning increasingly faster and tighter....and my awareness widening, exponentially.Feeling more and more at home in my environment...meeting some amazing and wonderful people...opening myself to explore new paths and possibilities. Starting to get some positive feedback on my work, and my decision to stick on this current path. Re-learning how to trust...on a personal level...and accept it may take me the rest of my life to make peace and heal.Physical, psychological, spiritual, financial, emotional challenges and blessings have been flying at me from all directions....and I am doing everything I can to keep focusing on the now, and just breathe.So much to learn, to process, to take in, to grow, to give. Change of season; change of perspective. Change of intention. Change.